I haven't been keeping up with nearly as much as I should, between school and work. My time is just drained away and I feel so tired three forths of the time. I still have numerous general Ed to take at mission college before I can transfer to San jose state and I have no idea how long those will take once I'm there. I desperatly want this speech ( Read more... )

Ffffffff, my life.

In short order:
• Went to a marker dance party in oakland
• Had a BAAU BQ with some awesome folks
• One of said awesome folks [Tim] invited us to magic dinner theater and it was awesome
• Worked out Zine stuff with Mike, Mina, and Steve [the three members besides myself of a quartet of pure awesome ...minus the singing ( Read more... )

Went to my first BAAU meet in a million years yesterday. I need to hang out with those people more. They're nice, they're funny, they have [generally] the same interests I do. I forgot how much I missed the ever-loving goodness out of Ian. Also it was brought to my attention we cackle in the same way. Haha. Oh god ( Read more... )

I've broken my internet addiction. The proof is in that I'm hardly ever online anymore. I'd like to say I feel bad--I mostly don't. [ I say mostly because I wouldn't at all if I didn't desperately miss Tish. I've been a shitty friend to her.] I just don't rely on the computer anymore. I don't roleplay in the nexus [or anywhere else, for that ( Read more... )

so...as my twitter can attest I had a night to end all nights. There are very few words ( Read more... )

Watching we_are_cities was the best thing I ever did [lately, anyway.] It's good for my writing, even if all I'm getting are scenes without strings. Which sounds vaguely like a lyric ( Read more... )

I love this song just a little bit. Loquat makes me smile hardcore ( Read more... )

I'm turning into a person that reads magazines and checks blogs. I'm starting to get out of my own head, out of other people's music, even if it's still the best coping mechanism I've got so far, turning it up way too loud until it's just me and someone else's words ( Read more... )

So I'm in trouble at work. It's not entirely unexpected and. I don't care. We'll see what the fallout ends up being since one boss is going to talk to my supervising boss or some crap. Honestly? I don't care anymore. I can't exactly afford to burn my bridges and get fired but I am honest to fucking god sick of this job. I'm so done ( Read more... )

Spent yesterday with Alex [who is one corner of my triumvirate of bffs] and we had a good time. We both did some bitching and chatted and just hung out. It was nice. I like Alex for that kind of stuff because we can just go and hang out, even if we piss each other off sometimes. We'll just come back to it later. Because it doesn't matter and ( Read more... )